Perspective. It’s all about perspective and the shitty thing about it is that it can change without prior notice. Be it towards your family, your work or your people. Change is inevitable and unfortunately words hold no meaning.
The off-line events in the past few days have been overwhelming, professionally and personally. People usually say it’s best to immerse yourself in things you love to overcome the other not-so-happening stuff in your life but I ain’t so lucky. Life is getting a bit too much and I want time out.
So without over dramatizing here, this is my knee-jerk reaction (some habits die-hard) :
Once upon a time I use to love Cadbury Perk. So much so, it was my only meal during my stay in the hospital while undergoing an appendicitis. But once out of there, I couldn’t get myself to enjoy it in the pre-operation manner. It brought back painful hospital memories.
Blogging has been a life savior for me. Past three years have been unbelievable and most importantly comforting in ways I could have never imagined. I gave it every bit of my khoon-pasina and in return it provided me with opportunities which only a fortunate few are presented with. And tons of friends. What can I say, I have been one lucky bitch.
However I don’t want to use my blog as a therapy tool. I don’t want it to be yet another Perk of my life. It’s far too precious to loose. And so I have come to a conclusion to shut it down for a while. Not forever. Just till the time I get my act together. Probably this could be the worst decision of my life but I am hoping otherwise.
For now I am taking a break and the best bit is my air-ticket has no return date on it. So no internet, no emails and no blog. Just main aur meri tanhaiyan.
Good bye and guys, be kind.
(Ps: Last update on the Sawant series, the interview did happen. The lady was on her best behavior and unbelievingly convincing. The woman deserves a Filmfare award people, believe me you.)
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